Who Am I?

I'm always changing

My mind

About everything

There is nothing to be satisfied about

I try to laugh.  I try to be "that" person.  It is utterly exhausting to fight against the universe.  I've always been a huge fan of the saying: Whatever doesn't kill you makes me stronger.  Now, I think I am dying.  My mind is dying.  My body is dying.  I am sick all the time.  I spoke to Ann tonight and told her I am ready to go to heaven.  She replied there are too many things she wants to see.  I know though that I can see them all - from heaven.