So many projects to do
Each day comes and goes and I lack the motivation
I've been lacking the motivation for what feels like forever
I think that it may be something chemical within me
I know that I can have a lot of get up and go
It has been gone for a while
Once upon a time, I had awful issues with anxiety
I was given Klonopin, Valium, Xanax and Ativan
NOTHING worked!
Since that time I have noticed it has waned significantly
Recently the same anxious feelings came back ten fold
I took some Progesterone for 3 days and Whalah! Gone!
This leads me to question depression, fatigue, anxiety....
How many things are we given a Benzo or SSRI for when we truly need something totally different?
How many times have I wondered why that medication was unsuccessful?
The answer: many
I wish that I could find out what hormone is related to energy and motivation.
Unfortunately, education materials do not catagorize things like that.
They look at weight gain, insomnia, hot flashes etc.
My gut tells me - my gut KNOWS that everything is related.
My list:
- move pictures into new (well, October 2009) photo software
- paint most of the walls
- touch up paint MBA
- scan old photos
- ebay t's, boots and tickets
- watch Life with Jim
- take down wire in kitchen
- find a job
- get a coffee grinder replacement
- learn how to set up the projector
blah blah blah
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