Why? Why!

I simply hate feeling this way. It is utterly ridiculous. Every so often my hormones go haywire and I get this feeling of complete panic, anxiety, and uncomfortable discontent. I hate it more than anything. I have found that if I take some Progesterone a time or two then I will feel better in a couple of days but omg I want it NOT to come back! It paralyzes me from being an active member of society, my family, anything.