If I blog it, they will come

I have been a writer since I could pick up a pencil.  I still have my first pink, fabric covered journal that my Aunt Jenny and Uncle Greg gave me when I was about 10 (1987-yikes).  I have some OCD linked to my writing.  Should it be on paper or on the computer?  On Microsoft Word or Works?  In a lined journal or in a blog?  I hate OCDness!  I have to admit it seems to have gotten better although I'm convinced that my plummeted energy level just allows for no crazy organization.  And so I write....lists in the iphone.....blog material in the blog...personal stuff in a lined journal.....my favorite poetry on a computer somewhere.  I feel all spread out.  I couldn't possibly write my heart in this blog?  Or could I?  I mean I have no followers really so would I even need to worry?  :(  It makes me kinda sad.  I have not really "advertised" to friends or family because I never know what I'm going to say *chuckle*  When I look at other's blogs they all have a dozen or a thousand readers.  Of course they all make a daily commitment..... *sigh* as opposed to my typical 5 little blurbs.  Odd huh?  Why is it always 5?  Oh well, I figure if I write...they will come....someday.

P.S. When I first met Jim I started to transcribe all my decades of poetry into the computer.  It took me months but it is done!