I think I know, until I really don't

I woke up and climbed in the shower.  As the water is hitting my body I think of my doctor.  Is she in the shower doing the same?  Did she have a good night?  Is she in a good mood?  Will she hear me when I speak to her today?  Does she understand what a huge, huge impact she is going to have on my life?  I start to pray for her.  Please, please let her understand.  Let her have a good day until I arrive at 9am.  I reach for my annointing oil that my prayer warrier friend encouraged me to buy.  Heavenly Father please let today be the day.  Answers are a blessing.  Off to make the coffee...
So I sit down for a second (I think) at my laptop in my kitchen and I go for a glance at my hero's blog. http://nieniedialogues.blogspot.com/  I am captured by her words, her struggle, her success.  Tears are welling up and I want to share what she writes with everyone I have ever known as it effects me so deeply.  I just want to wrap my arms around her and pray for Him to create even more miracles in her life.  I cannot imagine being in her shoes.  Sometimes I cannot even imagine being in my own.  I know that she is a light for our world.  I thank her for that...I wish she could hear me....  Maybe someday she will.