OMG

I am wigging out.  Do they still use that term?  I feel like my life, my future my everything is riding on tomorrow.  It is not just a typical doctor's appt.  It is the final straw.  It is Endocrinologist #3.  #1 is too far away.  #2 is wishy washy and unhelpful.  #3 is part of Cleveland Clinic.  He works with an interdisciplinary team.  My only hope is that he will not send me on my way to find another type of specialist to solve my issue.  If this man does not have any idea I may as well just give up.

I am organized this time!  I pieced out the most important MRIs and labs out of my 3" binder and put them into a smaller one all in chronological order.  I have my menstrual calendar for 2009 in hand with all my SIX periods penciled in.  I have original copies of all three brain MRIs from Melbourne and Tampa.  I made copies of all my documentation to give to him.  I am ready.